Fantasia

Lunar New Year 2007

2007-03-03T17:41:00.000+08:00

I've FULLY celebrated my Lunar New Year this year. Usually, I can only go back to my home town for a few days but I am having such a long vacation. I have taken a lot of pictures as memories. Haha!

We had steam boat for our reunion dinner. My mum's steam boat was delicated. Yummy!

I am the eldest yet I am still shorter than my younger brother and sis. *sigh* What a shorty!

Hey! Don't burn yourself!

This picture reminds me of Harry Porter.

Isn't it beautiful?

Daddy and Mymmy~ <3>
My family.

The fire crackers!

Lion dance.

My cousin and her friends.

My brother and his buddies.

With my old friends.Haha! Long time no see....

My sis and her friends.

Haha! This picture was taken by JJ. A hunter wannabe!

JJ and his Doraemon.

BECAK!

My niece.

They really love tricycle.

On the 6th day of CNY is my aunt's birthday. We went celebrate at KTV. It was fun!

My three nieces! All in pink. Kawaii!

The view from my aunt's place. It was really crowded!

Fireworks!

Time flies. The holiday is ending soon. I am having a very fruitful holiday.

bye~

Release Of O Level Results 2006

2007-02-10T02:28:00.000+08:00

Finally the day come! I got my result! O Level result is really unexpected.

When I was Q-ing, Mrs Ong came to me. She said, "Yulianti, congratulations! You did reall well for your Humanities!" Then I was thinking, oh.. I might get a B3 or A2 but it's good enough.

Then, it was my turn. I was nervous. Mdm Tan said,"Haiyo! You are always so nervous! Haha!". After getting my leaving cert, CCA cert and testimonial, Mdm Tan opened the result slip. I saw:
B
A
A
A
B
B
A~~~ and so and so without looking at the subject. Oh yeah! No C! Wow! A good start. I was wondering what was my aggregate. I was stunned of course.

Then I found out my Humanities got an A1! Wow! That was a surprise! But I am not really happy with my A Maths, E Maths and Biology. I got only A2 for both Math and B3 for Biology. But it's alright I am aiming for poly anyway. My L1R5 is 13, L1R4 is 10. I have 2 bonus points from CCA. Haha!

Today is also Hui Li's birthday. I think this year is the most unforgetable birthday in her life. The day of releasing result. Haha!

We went eating at New York New York. Hui Li is pretty. I dressed anyhow because I didn't go home as I was rushing to book the tickets for going back trip. I shall update the photo some other day. I am tired and lazy. Haha!

Then, we went to Esplanade. Something happened while we were gonna board the boat. At the end, everything's settled.

I will have to treat my jie mei-s ice cream. Hehe! I am looking forward to our upcoming outings.

Bye ^^

Oh dear! It's so near!

2007-02-08T04:41:00.000+08:00

Hey! It's FRIDAY! RESULT IS COMING OUT ON FRIDAY!
Oh my goodness! I am so worry!
May God bless me. I want a good result.
A thought of going to JC suddenly came to me.
Oh no! This is bad! My mind is in a mess!
Anyway, a good result is a must before I decide which path to go.
BUT I AM SO NERVOUS!
*sigh*

ALL THE BEST ON FRIDAY! *pray*

Am I Yulianti?

2007-01-09T17:33:00.000+08:00

I dunno what happened to me but seems like I'm in low spirit just like the weather right now. There's no sun. Recently, I am feeling so so so.... *sigh*. I dunno how to say. It is just not very good.

I dunno what to do. I just cannot stop thinking about it. Am I still myself?

No point. I have gotta do something to solve this problem.

YULIANTI YULIANTI YULIANTI!!! I AM YULIANTI!
But, so what if I am YULIANTI?

Okay. I am gonna look for the rainbow.
^^

Doing things to distract myself.

2007-01-09T03:02:00.000+08:00

I am so boring now. I cannot sleep. At least I am doing something now. SOMETHING! So that I won't think of this and that that make me feel so bad.

I came across Hui Peng's blog and saw this survey. Pretty interesting.

1. Does anyone know your password to your email?
- Yes. My sis. But I know hers too! =P
2. What was the last thing you ordered at McDonalds?
- McSpicy meal. I am sick of fast food! *ugh*
3. Are you an emotional person?
- Cannot tell.
4. Do you like your name?
- So-so. My name is actually quite common in Indonesia. But it becomes cute in S'pore. Friends call me AUNTY! Haha!
5. Do you believe in love at first sight?
- Of course. It happens anywhere.
6. Ever felt jealous of your friend?
- Unless I am an idiot!
7. What was the last thing you did?
- watching youtube
8. Who is right next to you?
- My sis. She's sleeping.
9. Who was the last person you ate with?
- alone
10. What song are you listening to right now?
- None. Because I'll get smacked by my sis who is sleeping now.
11. How's the weather right now?
- Quite warm.
12. Last person who called you today?
- a wrong number
=_=
14. Last song you sang?
-Ichirin No Hana
15. Last time you danced?
- Can't remember
16. Lost a friendship over something stupid?
- siao! How can I afford to lose friends over stupid things?
18. Last thing you ate?
- prunes. I have constipation
=X
19. Been really depressed before?
- Yes. But life still have to go on. Be positive! Hehe!
20. Faked being sick to miss school?
- What?! I MISS SCHOOLING SO MUCH!
21. What time did you wake up today?
- Erm.. About 1 p.m.
22. Current taste?
- bitter
23. Who is the person that posted this survey?
- I mentioned above. Hui Peng.
24. What are you wearing right now?
- pyjamma
25. Are you too shy to ask anyone out?
- Not really. Depends who I am asking.
26. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
- Skin color? I SWEAR I AM NOT RACIST!
27. Where are you right now?
- On my cozy bed.
29. Did you go anywhere today?
- Novena
30. What did you do there?
- Walked around
31. How old are you?
- 18
33. Are you mature or immature?
- Only certain people will know about this.
34. Do you call your parents by their first name?
- I respect my parents ok? Anyhow!
35. Are you an only child?
- No. I have 3 siblings
36. Where do you go shopping?
- Depends on my mood.
37. Do you like where you work?
- VERY MUCH!!
38. Do you like books?
- depends
39.Any Plans for tomorrow?
- go to school for band. I miss my juniors!
40. Current Emotional status?
- Helpless
41. Current Mental status?
- dunno
42. Any Plans for CNY?
- Get RED PACKETS!! $$
43. What do you feel like doing now?
-Calling someone and chat but it's too late now.
44. Are you feeling amused today?
-What is 'amused'. Sorry, my English isn't very good.
=S
45. What do you wish for tomorrow?
-See improvement from the band.
^^

I will try to sleep. Hehe!

Good night....

YUSDI! Omedetou Tanjoubi! ^.^

2007-01-06T00:16:00.000+08:00

Today is my younger brother, Yusdi's birthday. Min and I bought him a cake to celebrate with him. While he was playing at arcade, I secretly bought the cake. He didn't know about that. Luckily my bag is big enough to hide that cake. I had a hard time hiding that cake. He almost discovered that but I lied to him that that was a box of shoes. *phew*

We intent to show him the cake and sing birthday song while having dinner. However, we didn't have a lighter to lit the candles. I borrowed from the guys beside out table but no one had that. I could see that they were lying. Well, no choice. So at the end I hid the cake till reaching home.

Then, he was really surprised. Last night, he told us "Cer, tomorrow is my birthday you know?". I replied "Nobody ask you lah. Who wanna care about you? Haha!". He reminded us twice but we ignored him. Actually we had already planned before coming to Singapore. We could see that he is really happy. Touching eh? Haha!

We portioned the cake to my aunt, Boy Boy, Sri and Yanti. Boy Boy gave him some chocolates and aunt gave him a shirt. Yusdi never had any birthday celebration before. This is probably the first time. He is now 1 year older. I hope he will be healthier, be a good boy, always obey Mummy and Daddy and stop playing computer games because he is REALLY ADDICTED to it especially that O2 jam and Maple although we still cannot stop him. *headache*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YUSDI.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

*clapx*

Happy New Year 2007!

2007-01-01T23:35:00.000+08:00

Saying good bye to 2006 and welcome 2007!

My younger brother, Yusdi came to Singapore for holiday. He wanted to go count down at Esplanade and see the fireworks. I was so short and blocked by the crowds. I went there with my sis, Sri, Yanti, Rou Mei. We planned to meet Jiang Na and Xu Yan but we failed to meet one another. Such a pity eh? However, we really enjoyed that. The fireworks were so beautiful!

As we were waiting for Yanti, some strangers sprayed that nasty thing on us. We also bought that and we had a battle. We lost of course because they have more people.

I acted as if I wanted to fight with them but I was just kidding. I put off my one of my shoes and threw at them during the battle. All the people were looking at us and laughed. I think we became the central of attraction. Haha! It was really funny!

The way they speak don't resemble locals instead of Malaysians but they claimed they are from Indonesia. Who were they trying to fool huh? Haha! They are very funny and friendly though. We took photos together after that. I'm lazy to update them. I'm exhausted. Just keep them will do.
^^

After that we took a cab to east coast park to meet some friends from Indonesia. We played double-dare and did some funny things. It was so enjoyable. We were there till morning around 7 plus. I'm dead beat!

I have some new year wishes I hope can be fulfilled within this year. They are:
1. My family to be happy always
2. All my friends to be happy always
3. Free from sadness and sorrow
4. My sis to be more hardworking and do well in study
5. Get excellent result for O Level and get into the course I want
6. Lose more weight because I put on weight due the princessive treatment from my wonderful Mummy
7. Imporve the skills of playing saxophone and do well for upcoming concert
8. Master Yoga
9. Do well in study
10. More gatherings with old friends
11. BTMB will do well for this year SYF
12. Grow taller although I know it is impossible but 1 cm will do

I think there are more wishes I need to fulfill but I can't think of anymore right now. Ha ha! I'm so greedy.

I wish everyone HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Home Sweet Home

2006-12-31T01:03:00.000+08:00

Woohoo! I enjoyed my life so much! I am so pampered. It's actually not a good thing because I will become a lazy girl. *Giggle* I have to spend my holiday fruitfully.

Sleeping at about 3 a.m and wake up around 2 p.m. This is not healthy. Whenever I wake up, there is always food available. Basically, I just eat and sleep and eat and sleep. I gained 2 kg within 10 days! OMG! I am a PIG PIG PIG!

Due to the bad weather, I didn't go out much. It's quite bored. I just went visiting my grandparents and some relatives. Sad to say, the health condition of my grandpa and grandma is still not improving. Hopefully they will get better. *God bless*

I have some photos taken at home during that boring period. Haha!

His head is spoilt.

The PIG!

Hey! Don't pee there!

My sis and my little brother. I had a good news when I woke up in the morning. My little brother got the 1st level position again! Omedetou! Haha! Keep it up!

Dead pig. Cannot rest in peace.

Their heads are spoilt. Hahaha! They look retarded don't they?

Actually there are more photos but I have problems of uploading them. I'm getting impatient!

=.=

I love my family! <3

HOME SWEET HOME!

Be careful

2006-12-19T02:42:00.000+08:00

It's raining cats and dogs. Hope everything is going well.

I ain't the one

2006-12-15T00:44:00.000+08:00

I was like a dog with two tails when I knew about that.
BUT
It was just a dream.
Although it was short, it left me a priceless memory.
I am not the one who deserves that, I know.
It will be someone else's.
I won't be so fortunate.
I am just so ordinary.

What will i do to it i dunno.
My mind is in a mess.
I won't get sick of repeating it.
But still, it ended with disappointment and it always happens.
I'm hopeless.
My heart's broken into pieces.
*sigh*
Helpless.

And now, I feel like crying!
How I wish there is someone for me to rely on.
But there won't be any.

Hey! I gotta be strong!
Jia You!

Party Time!

2006-12-10T16:44:00.000+08:00

Today is just 10th December and now we are celebrating an ADVANCE CHRISMAST PARTY. We are not Kia Su though. The reason is because Yi Ting is going back to Taiwan the day after tomorrow and I'm going back to Indonesia next week. So, we won't be in S'pore for Chrismast then.

I'm now at Christina's place. Yi Ting and Christina are sleeping now. I'm using Christina's computer. Hui Li and Zhi Wei are having net ball training. They will come back here later. They just played card games. I didn't play. They had bet with money. My parents will get upset if I joined them. Christina's room is so cold. (freezing) I can't really stand staying in air con room for too long. Geez! What a farmer!
^.^

We will be eating steam boat later. We prepared it by ourselves. This morning we went to Giant and Fair Price to buy all the ingredients. I wonder if we can finish the food later. There are so many. It's terrible if we waste the food later. So, we will play game later. Whoever lose will have to eat the leafover food. Wooo! Scary! Ha ha!

Such a pity Dianna is not here. I MISS HER! How I wish she's here!

I am having a good time. I love being with my friends. I know we will be separated soon because we won't be in the same school and see one another as often but I will cherish the time when we are together. It's kinda sad actually but we'll keep in touch no matter what. New friends will come as the days pass but old friends will not be forgotten. NEVER EVER!

FRIENDS FOREVER!
^.^

A New Family Member

2006-12-08T14:46:00.000+08:00

Henny has given birth to a baby boy! Congratulations! *clapx*. This month I got two nephews. I shall celebrate. He he!

The baby's name is Dickson. He's really cute! He has chubby and rosy cheeks. Of course I didn't pinch him. It's too dangerous. Ha ha! Moreover, I know the feeling of being pinched on the cheeks because I used to get pinched by the grown-ups on the cheeks. It was painful!

Enough of my past. Let's take a look at Dickson's photos. I dare not carry him because I'm too clumsy.
>.<

Sri, Yanti, Jhonny, Henny and the baby have gone back to Indonesia. Rou Mei also joined them and visit our home town. Hopefully I can go back soon to join them and make nonsense. Ha!

*smile*

Uh oh!

2006-12-07T02:08:00.000+08:00

Oh no! What's happening?

What a day!

2006-12-02T23:58:00.000+08:00

This morning I went for AB practice. Ling Li has finished her exam so she also attended for practice. She's such a sweet lady. I admire her skills. Her solo was great! I wonder when I can be like her. *WLL*

I am not satisfy of the way I played just now. It was HORRIBLE! After O's over there's no improvement. The reason is obviously lack of practice. My stamina, skills, sound and sight reading technics deteriorated really tremendously. Not to mention the CONFIDENCE because I know it's impossible I can have that. The only solution is of course practice. Yes. I'll try but I'm going back soon. How? I have to improve because I wanna contribute. How? *sigh*

After band practice I went to aunt's place to visit my baby nephew. Surprisingly Joyce and Jovin were there too. They grow up really fast. Joyce is getting prettier. We had a great time of course. Joyce wanted me to sing for her before she sleep. She asked me to sing 'Perhaps Love' from Princess Hours instead of nursery songs. Oh dear! Kids nowadays are different. Well, I know only the chorus. So, I just hummed till she fell asleep. See? I have my way to handle children. Ha ha!

Devin is so funny. I saw the video when he poo poo. I laughed and laughed. HA HA!

I love his dimples. His hand is so small. Cute!

Bye Bye......

Miss Farmer's Outing

2006-12-01T20:42:00.000+08:00

Today went to Tampinese Ikea with my 'jie mei', Miss Thousand Golds, Miss Net Ball(Shin Goon! HA HA!) and Miss Aloha(always very sunny). I was really late because I overslept. I couldn't sleep the previous night. Luckily, the golden hearted Miss Net Ball gave me a morning call. Sorry ya girls! I'm always like this. The pigs in my farm influence me. Hoho! Lame excuse.

We had blunch(breakfast+lunch) at the cafe. We had fish and chips, meat balls and the chicken wings. We were really full. Ha! Needless to say Miss Thousand Golds wasted her food again.
=_=
Eh! As a farmer, I know how difficult to create food ok? Although I plant cactus. Ha ha!

In the afternoon, we went to City Hall. I saw Angela. She asked why I looked so sad and bored. Huh? No. I'm okay. Ha ha! Then, we went to Orchard. We went to Far East but didn't buy anything. We ran into Lee Chuan and Michelle. Miss Aloha said she had gone there some days ago so didn't really shop thoroughly.

Miss Net Ball had net ball practice so she went home first. She's always so enthu in net ball. Ha ha! Then, we went to Paragon, the place where Miss Aloha works. She bought some food at Polar for her colleages at AX.

Miss Aloha was dead beat because she didn't sleep well the previous night. So, we decided to eat kidney mee sua at Kembangan before we went home. I was actually still full. Since Miss Thousand Golds and Miss Aloha wanna eat so I just went. Oh! My stomach is gonna explode.

From Tampinese to Orchard Miss Aloha ran into her friends for 5 times(excluding Angela, Lee Chuan and Michelle). See her spirit? Ha ha!

I cannot sleep late tonight. There's Alumni band practice tomorrow. Yeah! After that I'll go visit my baby nephew again. Lucunya! <3
^.^

Bye bye...

How How HOW?!!!

2006-11-30T02:59:00.000+08:00

Oh no! I'm in deep shit! I'm really worry now. Oh my goodness!

I saw a misscall from Clarence in the afternoon. I called him back but he didn't answer so I send him a SMS. He replied "No la. Jus wanna tok cok with u cos............(I don't wanna continue!) HELL!! Seems like some stupid rumours about me and him are spreading. What are those guys up to. Fishy! Oh C'mon! That's NOT TRUE! So MALU lah! Oh I'm gonna faint!
>.<

Okay. I shall stop thinking about it. I'll just pretend nothing has happened. Relax and enjoy my holiday!

Everyone might forget about it. Rumours don't last long. Hoho!

Bye....

Irritating Old Nurse

2006-11-27T18:00:00.000+08:00

I went to the clinic this morning to take the report. I wanted to see doctor to ask about the details of the report so I queued up. I happened to be the last one. After waiting for 45 minutes, the nurse called me. She said the report was normal so I may go. I refused to go because what she said doesn't make sense at all. Moreover, I had been waiting for so long. I didn't even understand what the hell she was explaining. Then, I replied "Sorry, I don't get what you mean!" with a very 'BU XUANG' look. She also gave me a nasty look and said 'Okay lo. Since you want to wait then you wait lo!" Damn! I almost slapped her but luckily I managed to control. It's better not to instigate a fight with such an unreasonable old lady. She was also the one who scolded my aunt the other day. Hell! Why didn't the doctor sack her?!

I'm going to gym with Hui Li tomorrow morning. Hopefully I won't oversleep. Ha ha! It's really comfortable to sleep in rainy day~~

Alright. I gotta go. I love holiday! Ha ha!

Bye! =D

Hi Baby!

2006-11-27T01:03:00.000+08:00

Recently I went visiting my cousin-in-law who has just given birth to a baby boy. I'm glad that I have a nephew. He likes to smile. He is so adorable. I took some photos of his.

He will get angry if you wake him up. Ha ha!

A few days later Henny will also give birth to a baby boy. Another nephew of mine. I'm so happy because I love babies. They are so cute!

Alright. Enough for today. I'm dead beat. I was out whole day.

Good night....

Boring Holiday

2006-11-20T19:32:00.000+08:00

The hair is still too short, not ready to change my hairstyle yet.
I heard eating fish can make our hair grow faster. Is it true?
Ha ha! Anyway, I like eating fish.

Spending the whole day staying in the room. I'm bored.
=.=

I wonder how's their MCQ today. Finally they finished their last paper.
Yeah! Time to have fun!

Things to do:
22nd: Trip to Sentosa. (Hurray! BEACH!)
23rd: Class chalet. (such a pity cannot stay overnight *sigh*)
29th: Another chalet. (gathering with old friends. Hee!)
~~~~~~~~~ I don't know what to do next. Oh ya! YOGA!

Alright, enough for today. It's show time! Ha!

Bye...

The Life

2006-11-19T18:18:00.000+08:00

Just encountered some real life stories.

Good people always have tragic end.

Why?
This world is so unfair!

Holiday (Blue)

2006-11-19T01:12:00.000+08:00

Hey!
O's over!
Happy eh?
Of course.
But.....
Lack of something.
My mind is in a mess.
I dunno why.
May be because I just got insulted.
Well, I merely replied with smiley faces and all the 'HAHAs'
But, inside, it's hurt! Deeply!
I know I shouldn't take it to heart but............. *sigh*

Anyway, I have to forget about it.
Forgive and forget.
OH! Hopefully nobody is reading this post.
I need to express out.
I'll update again until it disappear. Ha ha!
Whatever.

I need more colour. My life is dull.

Can I?

2006-10-26T21:48:00.000+08:00

I realised something.
I'm sure for most of the people it's not a problem.
But for me IT IS!
Very serious!

Since I was young, the word CONFIDENCE has never occured to me.
Used to sing on stage and no stage fright because I just obeyed and did what those grown ups wanted me to do. But I couldn't feel the confident.
May be I was too young?
Well, what about NOW?
Although I can talk comfortably with everyone, even strangers, I don't think it relates to confidence but genes. I resemble my dad. He has awful lots of friends. Fortunately.
BUT!
I have no confindence in study AT ALL!
And I never have.
Also, no confidence in playing saxophone(not to mention the solo.)
No confidence in my appearance and capability.

I enjoy being an ordinary person with moderate level of IQ and EQ.
BUT I have no confidence.
The O level is around the corner. Can I do well without CONFIDENCE?
Well, I dunno.
Who can build up my confidence? Mummy? Daddy? Teachers? Friends?
NOBODY BUT MYSELF!
But how?
I really dunno.

Anyway, I won't give up. Just do my best!

HEY CONFIDENCE! WHERE ARE YOU? I NEED YOU!

Long time no see!

2006-10-09T19:10:00.000+08:00

Hi Fantasia! It's been some times. I'm doing pretty well. Busy studying of course.

Prelim's over and I know my result. Surprisingly, I did quite well this time. My result really shocks me! Improved so much! However, I suppose I was simply lucky this time. You see, I didn't actually prepare seriously. My mum was here and I was with her most of the time. She even asked me to study hard for this prelim but I insisted accompanying her. I assured her that I don't wanna get into JC so prelim's not important. She said okay.

Well, I think she'll be quite happy for my result. But I haven't called her. I wanna discuss with her whether I should try the JC life while my prelim result enables me to do so. And I am REALLY LOST! *sigh*

Unfortunately, this result does not actually brighten my days. My level of good mood is probably just about 40%. How am I going to be 100% happy while my friends were not doing very well in prelim? That's meaningless isn't it? Happiness means to share with others but I am not feeling that way now.

Anyway, I hang out with them in the library after school and study together. I'd help them in some Math, Bio or Chem(sorry, not Physic. Haha!) I enjoy that..
=)

I am worrying about the upcoming Bio practical. Although I got the highest for prelim, but this still worries me. I can't stay calm. We will never know what will happen, will we? ARGGH! How? My hair is dropping again. Duh!
>.<

Things to do:
-STUDY AS MUCH AS I CAN!
-help friends out in study
-call mum
-think of birthday presents
-STOP EATING CHOCOLATES! (I'm fat!)
-figure out what to do with the pimples and stupid hair. Sobx...

Okay. Enough. I'm off to do my homework.

WISH ME LUCK!
27 days to go~~~~~

Bye, Fantasia!

Endurance

2006-09-04T21:40:00.000+08:00

She's evil! I hate Meanie!

I don't wanna help her anymore. I hate her sarcasm.

Even if we failed to help her it's not necessary to say those words. It hurts us.

What the hell! I dunno how long I have to endure.

I am not gonna let her spoil each of my day. I am gonna take action.
I AM GONNA MURDER HER TONIGHT!

Haha! Of course I won't do that. That's sinful.

MEANIE! PLEASE CHANGE! YOU ARE A HUMAN BEING!

I Am Gonna Turn BOTAK Soon!!

2006-08-24T21:19:00.001+08:00

I have severe hair drop. My pillow, bed, floor, all my hair. In short, my bedroom is full of my long hair! OMG! How? I have healthy food and have enough sleep. May be stress causes hormonal disorder? Possible? I dunno. I just drop non-stop.*sigh*

Last night I saw a very cute kitten. This morning I saw it again. After school on the way home, I saw it again. It's so cute. I squad down to look at it, it approached me. I sayang it. Then it meowed. OMG! So cute! I had the urge wanna take it home but it's impossible. That's not my own house. I hope tomorrow morning I'll see it again. Hehe...

But it's so poor. I wonder who's the mother. Why I didn't see it? Is there anyone to feed it? Such a pity I can't have it. Kitty, I'm sorry... =(

Good night ~~~~

Depress

2006-08-21T19:33:00.000+08:00

I really had a terrible day today.
I don't wanna write about it because it's saddening.
I don't wanna left an unhappy memory here.

I WANNA SHOUT OUT LOUD!
I DON'T DESERVE BEING A VICTIM!
IT'S SO UNFAIR!

I am definitely not a strong person, both mentally and physically.
I just hope that tomorrow everything will be fine.

Okay. I am stil controlling my emotion.
I don't wanna instigate a quarrel because of this matter.

Bye.

I REALLY DUNNO WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING!!

2006-08-18T22:28:00.000+08:00

Yes! Meanie! Here she is. Eventhough she's jovial and friendly, but she's lonely. Strange, isn't it? You know why? Because she's got an extremely toxic mouth and ridiculously unreasonable.

One example. Whenever she moarns about her bitter experience or those stupid little things that I don't see really matter, I will console her and persuade her to think positively. I do this by telling her the misfortune that others faced in this world and some philosophy I know which I think really make sense. Nevertheless, instead of thanking me, she yelled at me! What the hell! I was quizzical. At the same time, I felt like poking her eyes and stepping on her stupid face! Well, I controlled. I didn't see any advatage of doing this. It just doesn't make sense.

Another example. She was complaining about this and that again and I simply said "ya lo ya lo. that's true. it'd be better if bla bla bla......." SUDDENLY! For no reason she got angry again. And this time worse. She even scolded the person who wasn't around and the worse thing is she was scolding about the incident happened some years ago! She's really nuts! What the hell was happening I really dunno. I was just being kind to concern her, talked to her because she can hardly communicate with people around her due to her peculiar temper and acidic mouth. I just feel sorry to her and tried to cheer her up. Okay. Nevermind. Since she doesn't appriciate it, I'll just stop it. Anyway, It won't do anything good to me. My life would be easier wouldn't it?

THIS IS THE MOST RIDICULOUS THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO MY LIFE! ARRGH!

Haha! A lesson I have learnt. Don't be too kind to a nuts like meanie and don't let this kind of person spoiling your days. Let her decompose herself. Whahahaha!

Enduring Pain

2006-08-16T23:25:00.000+08:00

I am having a hard time eating my food. I have ulcers all over my mouth and lips. To make matter worse, I had A DENTAL APPOINTMENT this afternoon! WTH! When I opened my mouth, the pain was unbearable. Luckily I didn't scream or did stupid things. Haha! Now I cannot even chew with my teeth. My goodness! It's painful. But I use this opportunity to lose weight! Hoho! I am trying to think in a positive way.

I have to do Bio practical tomorrow. My bag for tomorrow's lesson is so light. Just a few books to bring. Hahas...! I have 2 free periods. Mother tongue and CME.

Seems like I am falling sick. I missed my PE lesson because I was not feeling well. Well, I gotta take care of my diet. No heaty food. Now I am even having volcano eruptions on my face. Sad man! *sobz*

Tomorrow is 17 AUGUST, THE NATIONAL DAY OF INDONESIA! Such a pity I cannot attend the ceremony. *sigh* Anyway, I wish my country a HAPPY BIRTHDAY! *clapx*

Good night, Fantasia! =))

Another learning experience

2006-08-15T18:15:00.000+08:00

I failed my titration test. The acid base titration is actually not very difficult but I was very inaccurate. I am so sad man! *sigh* It's okay. I will try harder next time. I have to be more accurate.

Today's Bio lesson was about Genetic Engineering. We learnt about Clonning. Wow! How I wish if I can clone a person who looks exactly identical to me. But that would be quite scary wouldn't it? Hoho!

I had a bad news from Mrs Ong today. She said our class did not do well for SS Mock Exam. She looked very worried and stressful. She tried very hard to teach us during the remedial. I am so grateful to her. *salute*

Yeah! I found my EZ Link card! Thanks to Mr Cornor.

I am feeling so worry about the practical test this Friday. I am definitely weak in practical. Chemistry O Level practical exam is on October. I hope I can improve my practical skills. Oh yes! My school is currently full of Chemistry mood. Yoo hoo! So sweet!

I have to complete my London exam paper. So many! Argh!

Okay. I'll stop here. Bye Fantasia!
SN~~~~~~<3

English Is Important

2006-08-14T22:14:00.000+08:00

I dunno whether I can pass well. The two examiners are fine. One of them is a caucasian, a lady. She is friendly. Her smile reduces my panic.

Reading aloud: Generaly okay but lack of expressiveness and I think I kept pausing at the wrong places. *sigh*

Picture Discussion: Too few details. I could actually decribe more but was panic stricken. Ended up forgot what to say further. OMG!

Conversation: My strength because I am a chatter box. Hope can score well at this section
The topic was about the fashion and performing on stage.
Examiner: Have you ever performed on stage? Tell me about your experiences.
Me: Yes. Quite a number of time. I remember when I was young, I used to sing on stage...........(bla bla bla)........... I got a lot of red packets from the adults.
Examiner: Then what did you do to those red packets?
Me: I handed all to my Dad. I didn't what he did to them.
Examiner: Wow! Hahaha....

Then the next question is about fashion. I talked and talked till the end. I dunno whether my tenses were right. I was so nervous but still managed to continue. At the end, that caucasian lady said "interesting!". Haha! I felt a bit relieve.

Guess what? After I handed my EZ Link card, I forgot to get it back. My forgetfulness! Duh! I am getting old. Hoho! Then Wong Wong called Mr Low to help me get for me. Haha! So kind of her! I thank her so much man!

Today's English Oral Exam was very crucial. Hope I can do well so that my mark for paper 1 and paper 2 can be pulled up. I desperately wanna do well for my English. GOB BLESS ME!

I am gonna revise some Chemistry, my weak subject. Yo! BE ALERT!

Tonight till here ya. Good night, Fantasia! =D

I Am Wasting My Time

2006-08-14T00:13:00.000+08:00

Today, I wasted another day. I have been wasting my 1 whole week. I feel like slapping myself. I really have to start revising. PLEASE! I have to start later. I really must! No computer!

Went to the library intended to practise some A Maths questions to prepare for tomorrow's mock exam. However, instead of studying, I happily reading novels and some interesting books! Oh my goodness! I have no sense of urgency! After the Motivational Workshop I should be working 100% hard. Oh dear! I must work hard! Yulianti you better work hard!

I read about backstabber and had some flash back again. I was hurt really deeply. I can't forget them althought it's been some years. Well, now I can still face them. Very cool but wearing a mask. Those are my bitter experiences. I feel sad whenever I think about it. They made me hated school.

But I don't care anymore. It's not worth of wasting my tears on such foolish thing. I am happy of what I am now. I'll keep changing and improving. I only care about my future. My past is not important. I am creating happy memories from now onwards. It's not too late. First of all, I have to study hard. PLEASE STOP SLACKING OR I"LL SMACK YOU!!!

I learnt a lesson. People grow up from experiences.
My live is a movie with happy ending. I am the director. Haha!

Good luck for English O Level Oral! GOD BLESS ME! *amitabah*
(did I spell wrongly?)

Good night.......

The Changes

2006-08-12T00:35:00.000+08:00

It's been a long time I updated my blog. The reason is simply too lazy. But, well, I think I shall update once a while. Can improve my English.

Monday is my English oral. I am so anxious about that. My reading aloud is terrible. Oh my goodness! Hope I can do well for the oral so that my mark can be pulled up. English is actually a problem for me. Really hard to get high mark for a foreigner. I will just try my very best! Good luck!

This morning I got my MT O Level result. I was at the very last of the queue. I saw a lot of different emotions from my classmates and friends. Some cried histerically and some cheered with joy. My adrenaline was running all over my body and I felt like to scream as loud as I could. I didn't want to get a B. I kept telling myself to calm down as I was not very stable. Finally, my turn. I saw the paper. An A2.

I felt very strange. I had a mix feeling. I did not feel as happy as I thought I would be. My teacher congrats me and I thanked her. Sad to say, a lot of students are retaking.

I saw the gloomy faces from some of my friends. I wanted to console them but I didn't know how to. I hope they will do very well for the final year paper. I wish them luck.

I am currently reading a book call 'A Step From Heaven'. It talks about a Korean girl who migrated to Mi Gook, the America. I had a flash back about my past. I thought of the wonderful moment I used to have with my family. The moment I washed my father's car with my siblings, the moment we saved a bird. Very resemble to the story.

Then, I reflected about how much I have changed compare to the past. Indeed, I have changed a lot. I don't know whether it's good or bad. I learnt a lot of things after living in this country. At the same time I realised the stupid things I did at my past and the unhappy memories that I wish to forget.

I am continuing to change. I wanna change to a better person.

I wanna reflect what I do everyday. Remove the bad and conserve the good. Yes! I wanna improve =D

Good night.

Happy Birthday To Me!

2006-07-13T23:05:00.001+08:00

Today 1 year older. Seems like have to change something but I dunno what. Anyway, I am pretty delighted. I received a lot of birthday gifts and wishes. The gifts are mainly pink colour and Hello Kitty. They are so nice! Seems like I am a pink lover eh? Haha.. I am so surprised that so many people know I like Hello Kitty. I look like a tomboy don't I? Haha.. Really thank you guys a million. I really appreciate it!

Carrying the two big boxes of presents was so embarrasing. People asked me whether my birthday is today and wish me. Haha! So kind of them. Then Mr.Low said wanna throw me into the pond. Whaha! He and his nonsense.

After school went eating Ajisen at TM. We missed Susan because she was absent. Going out without her was like not so fun as usual. Then took neo prints. And omg! Not nice. My eyes become smaller. So sad. The sadder thing is I spent a lot on that two stupid Hokkaido puddin but they taste awful man! OMG! Damn it!

These are my presents but there are still some because I didn't take the one from Sri and Yanti. They passed them to me quite late. Also, I got a rad packet from my aunt. Haha! Thank you!

This month I received a lot of presents. At the same time my pocket also got a big big hole. Haha! My band members are very sweet! These are their presents during ROD. I miss them man!

I am so lazy to blog. Actually wanna write more but I am sleepy. 1 more minute my birthday will be over. Haha!

Good night, Fantasia! =)

OMG! I am feeling terrible!

2006-06-24T01:11:00.000+08:00

The time now is 1.1o a.m. I just reached home not long ago. I went to aunt's place. I didn't stay overnight because I gotta go out tomorrow and today is not really convenient to stay there.

This evening will be my first practice in BTAB. I am looking forward to that. Unfortunately I don't know where is Siglap South CC. I am quite embarrasing to ask others to go with me. I may have to take cab later. Taking cab makes me puke. Urgh! I can't stand the smell. Well, I have no choice.

My stomach is really really painful. I can hardly walk. I am feeling terrible. I can't do my home work in such state. Arrgh!!! *banging my head against the wall*

I will not forget my password again

2006-06-23T02:24:00.000+08:00

Hi Fantasia! I am here. If not I will forget the password again. I don't wanna lose my third blog. Haha!

Actually, I have nothing to write about. I signed in just in case I forget my password. Hehe!

I am looking forward to this Tuesday! Mummy is coming for holiday! Yay!

Ai yo! I wanna sleep.

Fantasia, Oyasuminasai!

ZZzzZZzzZZZzzZZzzzzzz.......

At home alone

2006-06-13T23:44:00.000+08:00

I don't know what to write about today. I am not in the mood of blogging. But If i don't do so my tag board will get flooded. Hahas! I don't want!

This morning, I woke up at about 1 p.m. Last night I slept around 5.30 a.m as I was watching DVD.After that I mop my room and wash my clothes.

At around 3 p.m I realised I had not eaten anything yet. So I cooked my lunch. I had a really full lunch because I didn't know the amount of ingredients I should put. I put too much. I didn't throw away and finished them. Hahaz.. I don't waste food. That's why my size is so ........ *sigh*

After eating I on the TV and watched the DVD again. I love the characters of the anime very much. Oh! They are so COOL!

At about 5.30, Dianna called me and said she's coming to my house to use my computer to do her F&N. I didn't know that she has come to S'pore. So went out and brought her here (after coming so many times she still doesn't know how to come. haha!)

And so, we chatting in my room instead of doing our work. She said I LOST WEIGHT! I was so happy! Ya. Because I wasn't feeling well these past few days. No appetite to eat. Haha! I wanna buy a lot of clothes next week. I have the mood of shopping.

I asked her to stay overnight in my place but tomorrow morning she has to go to school to do her art. At around 10 p.m I sent her to take cab. We were absolutely frustrated because we waited the cab for about half an hour. Some available ones ignored u even if thay saw us! Kao! Pathetic!

Luckily Dianna was here. If not today would be my boring day. Alone and alone.

I gotta turn in early tonight because I am gonna meet Dianna to buy birthday gift for Fitris.

Fantasia, 'oyasuminasai' =D

Omedetou Gozaimas ^o^

2006-06-07T00:31:00.000+08:00

Arrgh! He got married earlier than me!!! No way! Haha! Nonsense! I am very happy for them. My cousin, Jhonny has got married. I attended the wedding in Indonesia. I had no enough sleep. *boo hoo* However, I was extremely delighted that night. Eating, singing and playing like mad with cousins. Tralalalaxx...

This is the result of playing HAI DAI! Peanuts all over our faces. That's painfull! Geez.. I lost >< In their room. I like their wedding photos.
On stage. Wish the couple sweet and happy forever.
After the dinner. The whole family. Waiting for the cars to take everyone home. I wonder what took them so long. Hehe! Cheese!
Yusdi and Sis.

Acting cool. Bleahx! =P
Mummy! She was actually very sleepy. She got frustrated waiting for the car because she wanna go home and sleep. End up I didn't manage to take photo about my family. Humph! Stupid car!
Trala!

My grandpa didn't attend the ceremony because he is bedridden. He was holding my hands very tight. Haha... I am sure he is happy for my cousin too. I hope he will get well soon.
My cute brother!

Whaha!
Ok. Time to sleepzzZZzzz...

Now, I am in Singapore. Alone! I miss my family! *Sigh* Anyway, Mummy will spend holiday in S'pore. Yay! I am looking forward to seeing her and bro soon. Haha!

Thank you guys really a lot! Hope you guys enjoy the concert =))

2006-06-04T03:54:00.000+08:00

Haha! The concert has over. I wanna thank a lot of people:
-BTMB members and their parents
-Mr Ivan Ching
-Mr Edward Tan
-The teachers-in-charge(Mrs Wei, Mdm Tan & Miss Lai)
-Miss Krempl and Mr Vice Principal(sorry I forgot the name :P)
-Sister(Yuliana) banana. Lolz..
-Susu(did her role as MC very well) and Wei Ping
-Good friends(Fitris, Dianna, Jocelyn, Yi Ting, Hui Li) You are really gorgeous tonight!
-Classmates and school mates(Lei Yun, Miss Beins, Wongzie, Hui Peng, Varon, Rui Chen, Wei Jian, Boon Yong, Zhuo Wei, Caroli, Ren Jian, Fafa, Yanis, Aidhilla, Fathul, Hui Ling, Yu Xuan, Gwen and so and so except for Haiqal and Choo Wang who promised to go but didn't go. Humph! Liars!)
-BPS peeps(Fang Yu, Kai Li, Saiful, Beth, Jaryl, Fhairil,...)
-Mr Lim( for the encouragement and consolation=))
-Alumnis and the conductor(Seng Tat)
-My seniors(Sirvin, Ziyi)
-Benedict(for insulting my band! Haha!) and Yanti
-All the supportive audiance

We were really really nervous. I was sweating non-stop. At the end i screwed up my solo. Gosh! My stage fright is getting from bad to worse. I don't think I can participate anymore concert. I lack of confident. Haiz...!! Can't be helped. Nevermind lah. It's over anyway.

When giving the flowers to Seng Tat, I was damn nervous too! Argh!!! Hai ya! Hopeless!

During the interval, talked a while with sis and some of my friends. DIANNA WAS UNUSUAL!!! OMG! GORGEOUS! The first time I saw her put make up and wearing skirt! Haha! Same to the rest. Nice man! They gave me some presents. I was so touch! Haha!

Today is not actually my day leh. When I was waving to the BPS peeps, I FELL DOWN MAN!!! WHAT THE HELL! So suay! They thought I saw Jaryl too handsome then fell down. What nonsense!?? That place is really eerie ma. Even Alan also fell down there ok? Haha..

After the concert I went to the McDonald with Sri, Jiang Na and Charis. There were some retarded idiotic old geezers talking in dialect. They thought I don't understand. Then I scolded them back in dialect too. I said they are no brainers. Haha! Not bad hor?

After concert didn't take any photos because was too busy. Well, nevermind, I will copy2. Haha! Update next time ba.. Then I took at McDonald and bus stop. All anyhow. Haha... Took cab together then reached home nearly 2 am. Haha!! Wah! Bad gurls!

There are still more. Lazy lah! To be continued....

Today is the last day for the sec fours. I'll miss band a lot. But I'll go back occasionally don't worry. The upcoming speech day I'll also take part. I just like my saxophone very much.

I like the concert. Hope everyone enjoy it!

Haiz... Bad mood =(

2006-05-11T21:39:00.000+08:00

No mood today! Shopping no mood, didn't buy anything, sleeping at Seoul Garden because no mood to eat and no mood doing anything. Haiz... Padahal exam's over.
NO MOOD! Very bad mood! Why??
After shopping slept till 7+.
Wanna play basket ball but no mood!
Who can help me? I feel so down.

Tommorow will be better =)

Shopping shopping

2006-05-05T19:49:00.000+08:00

Today is Malay paper. I don't know whether can pass. Paper 1 had no idea of what to write. What 'Nasi telah menjadi bubur'?! Craps man! I want 'Nasi telah menjadi SUSHI'!! Hahaz!!More delicated ma. Then paper 2 needless to say confirm fail. Mother tongue 'O' level exam is around the corner. Hope can at least get an A.

Everytime having Mother Tongue exam, the teachers always give me Chinese paper. So does my form teacher Mdm.Tan. Then she laughed and said "a triangual". Haha!!

After school was also in the same bus with her. TUMBEN! Normally she takes cab. Then when taking train also bumped into her. Haha!! I am very surprised she knows that I am very good in sleeping. Haha!!! Die! My form teacher knows my bad habit! She knew that I planned to take a nap after reaching home because the wheather was so nice to sleep but after that Dianna, Jocelyn and Hui Li asked me go Bugis. Hui Li and Dianna wanna do their art at the National Library.

After eating at the cafe, Jocelyn and I went shopping while Dianna and Hui Li went to the library. Jocelyn is crazy about gothic thingy recently. I bought some earrings and a Woa! Jocelyn likes that very much! Quite kawai. She asked me cannot wear before her. Haha!!! I will share my happiness de. Don't worry!

And don't know why recently I become very 'ai mei'. Waste money right? May be Mothers' Day is coming soon and Mummy said she will probably come to S'pore for a few days. I wanna dress up nicely and go shopping with her.

After that went to the library to look for Hui Li and Dianna. Girls are very zhi lian. Haha!! Taking pictures again.

Wow! The two art students! Art is so cool man! If I know I don't wanna take A Maths. Haha!!

Books!!

I love books!!!
Toilet!

After that went shopping at Icon again. I was so forgetful. I suppose to take bus but then i forgot went taking train. Stupid ho?

Shopping during exam period. Hahaz!!! Shopping till broke already man! Lolz!!

Happy Birthday Dianna!

2006-04-29T00:43:00.000+08:00

Today's Dianna's 18 years old birthday. Although we are having exam, me, Jocelyn, Jared, Yi Ting, Wu Dan, Susan and Hui Li managed to celebrate with her. We went to Sakura to eat buffet and KBox. Although we couldn't sing very well, we really enjoyed that. We sang a lot of songs but the one I remember the most is that 'TUO DIAO'. Of course we did not really take off our clothes. Not so crazy. We were very high.

This is Jocelyn's younger brother, Jared. He is really cute especially his voice. He can immitating a girl's voice. On our way to Parkway. Artistic photo isn't it? Lolz!

We reached there at about 4 pm and immediately went to KBox to start singing.

Candit shots! I like them! They are cool! Hahas!

Susan's singing! Nice nice! Clapx!

So cute!
Haha!

We bought Dianna a cake and sang her birthday song in three different languages, Mandarin, English and Indonesians but only I know how to sing. haha!

Dianna's birthday cake.

Wish her good luck in her 'O' Level.

Cutting cake. Yeah! But we didn't eat because too full. I love sushi so i ate a lot. Haha!

Dianna was really happy. She was touch. This is our last year in secondary school and all of us know we will be seperated after graduating. We shall cherish the time we have now. I really like you guys. We are friends forever. Cheers!

Yesterday + Today = Happy Days

2006-04-21T23:50:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY
That was a surprise for Aunt. I didn't tell her that I was gonna celebrate her birthday. I told her I have band practice. She was really delighted althought I didn't get her a present because was too busy recently. I just bought a cake last minute after school. Hehe...

Anyway, the most important is my sincere, isn't it? I am really happy to see her smile. After so many things happened, our relationship became much better. Ya. If not what else can we do? Ok ok! Drop it! Don't wanna spoil today's good mood.

Yo! Make a wish! Healthy and long life! Heehee!

Ikut campur! Kepo me!

Yeah! Clapx!

We called grandma and ask her to come to S'pore soon. Aunt told her we were celebrating her birthday. Haha! She said she'll come on June. Hopefully I can invite her and Tian to watch the concert. Lalalaz!

Then sis and me went home quite late. Still with school uniform. If exceed 11 pm we'll get caught. Haha! Madness! Crazying all the way home. Haha!

After reaching home, immediately went to Sri's room and gave her a birthday present sis and me got for her. A bottle of perfume. She was shocked! So cute! I also pretented that I have forgotten her birthday. She also received some presents from her friends. She said she doesn't know how to celebrate. Haha!

For me, birthday is a very important day. That's the day when we were born to this earth and the first day we experinced how life is like. We shall spend our birthday properly. I don't really wanna think about the past. My birthdays were horrible!

Really happy to see their smile. Cherrio! =)

TODAY

I had two free periods, Bio and CME. Madam Tan is still sick. =.= Poor thing! Hope she will get well soon. I wonder how she is now. Hai yo..

At about 7+, Me, Dianna, Yi Ting and Hui Li went to have steamboat dinner at Marina Bay. I was late. So sorry guys! We missed Susan and Jocelyn. We bumped into Hui Li's peeps, Yvonne, Stella and her boy friend, Ah May and some I don't know. The way Stella talks is so cute and funny! Haha! Was very crowded there. We were so full! Duh! We had a great time. Hehe!

Then we went to Raffles Place to see night scenary but we failed to get there. We have forgotten which direction and lost our way. Haha! That little boy(seems like a Japanese) was so cute! We then went home because was too late.

A lot of Ang Mohs there and I want that car! Wow!

It's my good day today. Hopefully we won't miss Jocelyn and Susan if we go out again after mid-year. Oh ya! Wish everyone good luck for your exams! Heez!

You Are Gone. Bye!

2006-04-15T15:16:00.000+08:00

I love you so much but you left me.
I think of you everyday.
I enjoy being with you.
I am definitely sure you are the one that make me feel good.
You colour my life.
You brought me leisure.
I have never thought what would happened to me without you.
I don't know!
I don't even have your photos.
Oh! I am depress!
I desperately wanna see you appear in front of me again.
I hope you will be at my side.
But I know.
Things ain't what they used to be.
I can no longer be with you now.
I am helpless.
I wanna cry.
My heart's broken!
What am I gonna do?

MY DEAR SAXOPHONE! WHERE ARE YOU! PLEASE COME BACK! DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH MONEY I SPENT TO BUY YOU!?? DAMN IT!

P.S. The saxophone I am refering above is not the one from BTMB. So, relax lah! Haha!

Sick and Absent

2006-04-13T23:10:00.000+08:00

My head was so painful and I couldn't go to school. Couldn't eat, feel like vomitting and sleep well and.... Oh my goodness! What happened to me this week? Just fainted some days ago during band practice. So unsightly!

Suppose to have Chemistry test althought I haven't prepared. Aunt suggested me to see doctor but I refused to do so. I just don't like that. I think I am getting weaker because I haven't done exercise for such a long time and no enough sleep. Mid year exam is around the corner. I can't afford to fall sick again.

I have another nephew! Yeah! New born baby! Very cute! So glad to hear that. He looks alike my uncle. So many children are calling me 'Aunty' now. I mean, officially la. Not Yuli'aunty'! Hahaz...

1. Zhi En
2. Xuan Xuan
3. Xi Xi
4. Jophine
5. ????? (I don't know the name yet)

Hope can do well for the exam. Why I don't have the mood to study? Sighz!

Yi Ting Asked For The Post

2006-04-08T00:51:00.001+08:00

Actually very lazy to create this post today and wanted to do it tomorrow but well, since my dear YT asked for it. Haha! She wants our pictures. But I can't recall whether i have deleted some them. Hahaz!!

Recently nothing better to do in the school such that we took photos for fun.

These are taken during Mr.Cornor's lesson, preparing for the oral. Don't laugh at us ok? And tell you what, the relief teacher didn't notice that because she kept chatting with the guys behind. If not I would have to say sayonara to my mobile phone. Haha!!

Guess whose love letter is this?

Its back.

Jocelyn looks so cute with specs, doesn't she? Haha!!

In the toilet.

Then I went for band practise and there is a master parade rehearsal. Well, I can't deny I was tired and the next morning will have a Biology test and I would have to study awful lots of chapters from sec 3's to sec 4's.

I took my DM's photo. Eh! So big sister's attitude right? Cool eh? Haha!

And these are my two cute recruits trumpetors, Welley and Zhao Fei. They sound very good.

After the band practise, I rushed home in order to study for my Bio test. After my shower, I DID SOMETHING REALLY SILLY! I SLEPT!!!! You know what, if I sleep during that period(8 pm) of fatigue day, I can hardly wake up. I was too tired. I thought I was safe when I woke up at 10 pm for my dinner. After my dinner, I SLEPT AGAIN!!!! GOSH! What the hell man! Ended up I didn't study for my favorite Bio. Needless to say, the next day I have to die. Sobx!!

During my disasterous subject, A Maths, Mr Low gave us a surprise test. I don't know whether I can pass but I hope I can. As he was in charge of the assembly programme, he brought us to the hall. We had nothing to do and took photo again. Madness! Haha!

Toilet again. Haha!

During CME lesson was really fun. Choo Wang showed us his 'Tamagochi'!! Haha!! A big guy like him plays 'Tamagochi'!! Very cute of him! We criticise that his 'Tamagochi' is so ugly and he said that only costs $1. We took out the money and ask him to buy for us. We were so crazy and laughing non-stop. He taught us how to play as he is already very pro in that, like a father. He said "Wait for the egg to burst first". He also pasted a scotch tape ontot its speaker in order to let it shut up. That was really hillarious man!

I went visiting my Aunt today. I ate this whole box of chocolates while watching TV. Oh my! I regretted!

From Australia. I love chocolates. That's why my size become like this.

I love comics too. This year is my O level but my bag could not stop having comics. Somebody please stop me!

Kyaaa!!

I received a news that my sweet cousin Tian Tian has got her first beau. WOW! She has finally got her first love and gonna congratulate her but then I found out I couldn't reach her. ''-_-. Anyway, I am happy for her and hope that she enjoys her sweet moment with him. Haha!

It's her. So pretty! I miss her. I can only see her end of this year.

Wah! I think I am the only one who have not experienced a relationship among us. Pathetic eh? No choice. Too silly and ugly. Haha!! Anyway, that's not important. I have a goal to achieve in my life and I am gonna go for it. Haha!!

April Fool

2006-04-02T00:21:00.000+08:00

I like saturday band practice but today didn't do well in sectional. Usually I'll be very serious and focus in teaching the recruits. Unfortunately, today I am a bit OFF because I was lack of sleep. Ended up during the combine also very TERUK in running notes. I desperately wanna improve but no confident leh. Haha...

After band practice went for the meeting with Susu and Wei Ping about the June band camp. I was really crazy that I wanna take bus at the taxi stand. Susu laughed at me. Haha... I am really blurr man!

I really got fool by my hand phone today. In fact, four of us, Jiang Na, Sri, Dianna and me were in deep trouble. We set off really early to watch the concert at Bishan. Dianna was late but actually not very late. We finally met after 1 and a half hour. We tried Aljunied, but failed to meet. Then City Hall, failed again. Finally in Bishan. We could not contact one another. I was really panic stricken! I thought something happened to Dianna. That was really strange. Why couldn't we manage to meet? Who was making fun of us? That was really eerie! What kind of April fool is this man!?

Anyway, we managed to reach on time. Such a narrow escape! I enjoyed the concert very much. Their technics are owesome. All the soloists played very well. Mr Ching, Mr Tan, Mr Lim, Jaryl and Saiful are cool! I love their solos. I also saw Fhairil and Fang Yu. They are very good players. They become my role models. Haha...

Dianna said she likes to see the conductors. she said she does not understand what they are doing but their motions look interesting. Like dancing. Haha! Well, she said she almost fell asleep. She is not into music lar.. But I'll wanna influence her. Hahaz..

I was very malu talking to those friends during interval. The reason is nobody recognise me because I am with specs now. I waved at Fhairil, he finally recognised me as he came closer. He said I look so different with specs(obviously is uglier lar.. Haha!!). Waving at Mr Lim he also looked confusing. I dare not say hi to the rests already so i just remained seated, went out and saw Fang Yu. Very pretty and elegant especially on the stage.

After their performance, chatted a bit with Mr Ching and Mr Tan. Haha!! I didn't stay for very long because very malu and went off with Sri, Jiang Na and Dianna. We went eating supper. Planned to go shopping but the shopping centre has already closed. We chatted about the concert, the pieces they played. Dianna looked confusing. She just simply said "Ai ya... Cannot remember lar!" Haha...

Today's concert reminded me on our upcoming concert. I also have to play a solo. I don't think i can do well for that. No confident. Sighz...!! Sort of Phobia may be. Gotta solve that.

I feel like to eat SUSHI!! I am addicted to that already. Hahaz... See you in my dream SUSHI!!! I love you! Yummy! Hahaz..!!

My Sotong Day

2006-03-23T23:45:00.000+08:00

Today late for school because the weather is so nice for sleeping. Waited to take a cab for 20 minutes! What on earth do the taxi drivers in Singapore do in the morning? Stuck in the toilet bowl!? Waduh! Hate it! Why do I often cannot get the cab in the morning!?

It's rainy day so there was not running punishment. The punishment was writing on a foolscape paper, "I will not come to school late again" for two pages. It's lame, isn't it? Treating the secondary school students like small primary school kids? Hahaz.. Funny!

We did Chemistry practical for the first period. We were testing for gases. While washing up, I pour all the solution in the test tubes to the sink. There were many varieties of gases. Ammonia, sulphur dioxide, carbon dioxide and hydrogen all mixed up together. The white smoke was seen and that looks pretty nice. I was curious so went smelling that. Guess what happened? What the hell! The smell was killing me! Mdm Lam said if I inhale too much I'd have to be sent to hospital. I think she was just trying to scare me but I don't care. I just simply cough and cough and cough non-stop. Haha...! I am stupid!

I know I am very blurr but today is really really super duper amazingly blurr blurr blurr. I forgot to bring graph book and did something blurr such that that 'ang moh' got exasperated. Well, I just ignored him. Hahaz...! Who cares!?

The band practice today was rather disappointing. The attendance was not so good because some people went for the exhibition. We did some side reading. I am quite happy because I found that there was slight improvement of my side reading skills. Just need to focus more. I often get distracted. Hai yo...

Sir didn't seem in a good mood. He said there is no sense of urgency among some of us. The concert is around the corner. I am very worry either.

I hope the concert will be a success. Good luck band!

I'll leave it to the GOD

2006-03-16T22:49:00.000+08:00

Hi, I am here to talk to you again.

Recently, my life is so disasterous. What happened? I have a lot of questions.

I don't understand why can't people live harmoniously. Isn't that make you feel so comfortable? Why people like to create problems and hurt the feelings of one another?
What's the benefit then? Hatred? Anger? Is that really so fun?

And I don't understand either why if we did nothing at all but people pointed the mistakes on you. Why? Who can tell me? I thought the world is a wonderful place that GOD created for human livings like us to live in? Then why people like to make their lives so miserable and do negative things?

The worst thing is when you treat the people you love so well, you trust them so much and cherish them, you discovered that they actually hurt you at the end. Do you think that's cool?

Do you enjoy that? Do you know what are the consequences of doing all this? Have you thought of the feelings of the person who suffer this? Do you think that this kind of think will not happen to you?

Well, we'll just see. There is nothing we can do. The GOD will handle it.

In conclusion, I'll just take it as the experience in my life. I got to see people's mind clearly. This is helpful though. We gotta always think of the bright sight. We will never know what will happen to us in the future.

Oh my goodness! I look terrible in specs!

2006-03-09T22:02:00.000+08:00

I has been a year I wear contact lens. It's all thank to that stupid Renu incident and now I cannot wear contact lens. Very upset of me!

Recently I made a new specs. I look very 'cuckoo' in specs. I have no choice because if I don't wear, I will bang crush the wall. Haha...

During band practice, big-sister-big said I look like a 'Bumble Bee'. Haha... See? So 'toot' right? Alamak!

Today just received the results. I am quite satisfied because it is better than what I expected. So, I am gonna put more effort both in band and studies. I wanna 'Jia You'!! Haha...

X C'try Rox!

2006-03-04T20:56:00.000+08:00

Hahaz.. Today is cross country day. Our school had a run at Bedok Reservoir. That was so fun! I enjoy the run very much. I was very high!

My class had got a very low spirit. Nobody wanted to cheers except me and the good sport's leader, Varon. Hahaz.. But i was so embarrased because I was very blurr. I was called to get the medal but I didn't know that instead of keeping cheering because I only heard the word '4E1'. I wonder whether they counted wrongly because I was really shock. Everyone laughed at me. That was so funny!

This is the medal I got. I found it looks better than last two years.

We also took photos with Mdm Tan and Ms Choo. Mdm Tan looks really sporty and she's so fit. Here is our dialogue:
Yuli : Mdm Tan! You Liar!
Mdm Tan: What?!!! (She looked blank and confused)
Yuli : You said u don't exercise but you look so fit and sporty. You lied to me right?( I was giggling in my heart)
Mdm Tan: No... What kind of excercise I can do? You see? I don't even have sport shoes like you all.
Yuli : Oh.. Haha... K la K la.. Haha.... Funny leh you!

After the run we went eating Ajisen at Bugis and took neoprint. Oh.. Hahaz.... Caught you!! Kissing in front of me huh?

Today is really a memorable day. The last year of the cross country has given me a wonderful memory in BTS.

Sorry to all of you

2006-03-03T23:16:00.000+08:00

Today didn't go to the chalet because have to accompany Ah Ma as she'll be going back tommorow morning. I am so sorry to the alumnies. That was really kind of them to have organised the gathering. I hope they will understand. This year i won't be able to go back very often because I'll have Os. That will be long time for me to meet my family members.

Only a few people attended the self practise today. I am disappointed. The competiton is coming soon but the time is so limited. I brought back my heavy saxophone without moaning. Hahahaz... I carried on my back all the way home. I have backache now. See?

My sis and I were still in school uniform at such a late hours. We felt embarrase. Hahaha.. That clown sms-ing all the way.

Watching the teachers playing soccer with the students was so funny. At the end the teacher lost. Hahaz.. But the most important is the slogan 'KICK THE BUTT'. I don't really get what that means. Angela's was the most noticable one. I wonder whether Mr Low heard that. We shouted: LOW LOW LOWXXX. Hahaz...

A wonderful day with Ah Ma

2006-02-26T00:16:00.000+08:00

Today went visit Ah Ma and surprisingly she asked me to bring her go shopping in TM because customarily she'd ask me to go Chinatown with her. Great! Haha!!
We went to The Bodyshop because I wanted to look for a perfume or something for my mum. The smell of that 'Oceanus' caught me but Ah Ma said she's gonna vomit with the smell. Hahaha..!! Cutez! <3

After that i suggested to catch a movie but Ah Ma is not interested and said the cinema is very cold. I planned to go watching Final Destination 3.
Then we went to YAMAHA. I showed her the instrument I play(alto saxophone) and my sis showed hers(flute) too. My Ah Ma said,"Wah! You play such a big instrument? Heavy lah!" Hahaz..!! Can she imagine if I play a TUBA?(Lolz! Susu, I don't mean anything ah! Haha)

At Century Square, we went to look for specs. I tried a pair, yellow and black colour. Ah Ma and sis said nice. I'm still considering of buying that. I just hate wearing specs. Duhz!!

Having dinner with Ah Ma is my favorite moment. I like the food! Yummy!
Ah Ma is going back next week. I will not forget the moment when I just came here for education and she kept me accompany for a month, consoling not to be home sick. She is WONDERFUL!!!!

MY AH MA!

Is that enough time?

2006-02-24T23:35:00.000+08:00

Today went to Ang Mo Kio with Sir, Wei Zhen, Alan, Sharon, and Yee Ting.
I expected a lot of us to go but ended up so few people.
Anyway, we were looking for the pieces that we are gonna play for the competition.
Really difficult to find for the wood winds.
Luckily, we still managed to find two.
I called that stupid clown!
Still couldn't get back my phone.
I threatened him that I am gonna call the police already.
Then he asked me go and choose another phone for exchange.
That idiot! Really piss me off!
I am gonna vomit blood already!
See? Another wrinkle on my face.
Haha! Rubbish!

P.S. Correct me if my English is wrong. I hope my English can be improved with the help of my Fantasia. Cant afford to lose the password anymore. (gigglez)

Muddle headed

2006-02-23T00:53:00.000+08:00

Wow! It's my third blog.
I have forgotten my password for my previous two.
I am so forgetful and muddle headed.
Haha.. Anyway, just start all over again.
But I very lazy to update. Haha...